Don't Believe The Hype...Butterflies And Booze Are Not Confidence Builders

...Why can't things just be easy? Why do I insist on being retarded around people to whom I'm attracted? Why can't I think about anything other than kissing him again? What's so damn great about making out anyway? Ok, that last one was sarcastic, but I have a date tomorrow night and I'm nervous. I'm never nervous. I don't get intimidated and I don't scare off easily but this one makes me nervous. This is ridiculous.