Losing Myself

I need music for these words I wrote...

I guess the girl I once was has disappeared
And going to extremes gets me nowhere
I find myself acting boldly weird
Though I used to shy away from his blatant stare

And when he calls
I find myself saying things
That make me
Not like me at all

I'm losing myself

The closer he gets, the less of me there is
All the things I stand for will fall
I'm starting to wonder if these thoughts are mine or his
And if his heart could really be so small

And when he calls
I find myself saying things
That make me
Not like me at all