Tea For...Yeah, Just Make That One. *pout*

I've taken to drinking lemon or ruby tea in the evenings for the last five days. I'm giving it credit for making me sleep better than I usually do when I'm nursing hurt feelings. It clears the mind a little and lets the frustration about the heartache surface. The questions have become, "How could I have misjudged a situation so severely?" and "Why would someone get so close to me and then shut me out competely?" and "Was I abducted by aliens for those two weeks and if so, when and where does the next spaceship pick up?"

I'm just asking for one nice guy. Just one. Why is that so much to ask?