Tuesday, December 02, 2003

Reject

I'm being pushed away. It's painfully obvious. The last few days have felt like any effort from him has been forced and I don't know how to act or what to say or if it would make any difference anyway. When he looks at me, I see the urge to run fighting with whatever guilt he'll lay on himself when he finally does. I hate that I see it coming. And I hate that he keeps saying he'll call me when I know that's the last thing he wants to do.

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