What Was Once A Raging Fire....

I'm bored. I'm tired of making concessions for everyone. I'm tired of giving people more chances than they deserve. I'm tired of having to make all the decisions. I'm tired of my bedroom being cold and empty. I'm tired of waiting out the dry spell that's been in effect for the last month. I need to be entertained and given a chance and told what to do and warm and desired. I need to be engaged, both physically and mentally, because I'm tired of running on auto-pilot.