Sanity Is Overrated

After yesterday's bitchy rambling, things took an unexpected turn and I ended up going out, he ended up staying with me last night and he hung out here all day playing XBox with me, Trip and Shauna. What I can't quite get my brain around is how one person, without even trying and believing until recently that his behavior is meaningless, can have such a profound effect on my world. He's still in a blue mood and I float in and out... I was actually content for the first time in a week this morning when we woke up. I give it about 24 hours before it wears off. D'oh.