Stupid Throat...Wait, Stupid Me

Hi, I'm an idiot. I'm totally getting sick and have the heinous sore throat and cough and I went to a smoky bar last night and sang a shitload of songs and stayed until the bar closed, thereby getting about 5 hours of sleep. Somebody just shoot me. Or don't.

I can't seem to get my head straight lately. One minute I'm riding the waves and the next, I'm caught in the undertow. My brain goes into overdrive at night when I'm trying to fall asleep. And mostly, I just hate sleeping alone. I hate feeling alone....Well, not alone so much as desperately lonely. So, hold me close and tell me you want me and that everything will be okay...